As the title says, I think I am ready now. Just that little bit ready to start letting go.
After I wrote my last post https://frivalicious.wordpress.com/2014/07/17/i-just-cant-move-on/ I actually felt like a weight had lifted from my shoulders. Not all of it of course, but it seemed a little easier to deal with.
Maybe writing it all down, like saying it out loud has given me some closure. Or at least the start of it.
I still think they are a bunch of backstabbing bitches I could never forgive, but I noticed the other day I suddenly care a little bit less about this whole matter.
I still felt some sort of way when I saw one of their faces on my facebook wall, from a friend who is friends with her. For a second I wanted to just un-friend my friend so I wouldn’t potentially have to see one of their faces again. But then I remembered that I am a bigger person that that. I can rise above being petty.
Maybe with even more time I can be totally fine with things like this. That would be great.
I’d also love if my confidence came back. It’s kind of hard to stand up straight without her, hehe.